Oh hi I’m alive
So I realize I sort of disappeared and haven’t updated in a few weeks haha.
I’m sorry guys! I’ve been working my ass off though with my new job and I moved somewhere with no internets atm.
Like super miss my tumblr family tho xo
I start my new job tomorrow and I’m so nervous that I’ve bitten the insides of my cheeks raw.
I need to sleep so I can be up early for it but HFDJSHFADHFJHFHDJKHFA
So all the years on this fucking website and I’m just now experiencing my first Tumblr crush. God damn internet.
this is so beautiful i have to post it so i can keep it for ever
I’m taking a Tumblr hiatus for a while. I’ve got a few things I need to work on for myself, a few things I’m having a hard time letting go of, and I need to learn how to actually deal with them. On my own.
Took sleep meds like 40 min ago so I could actually not look like complete exhausted shit for my interview tmrw and all they’ve done is made my whole body tingle so A+ thanks for trying.
I’ve come to the conclusion that I was grieving the loss of an idea of what my future could have been like, not necessarily a person.
I actually feel a lot better right now.
Hi Ian, thanks for creeping my blog even though we’ve been broken up for 5 years and rubbing my failed relationship in my face. You’re a great guy. I’m sure you’re reading this so do yourself a favor and find something in life that makes you happy because I’m having none of your bitter negative shit.
If it makes you less sad, I’ll move out of this state
You can keep to yourself, I’ll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad, I’ll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out
It’s cold as a tomb, and it’s dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits, or get a grip
You say you wanted a solution; you just wanted to be missed
Call me a safe bet, I’m betting I’m not
I’m glad that you can forgive, only hoping as time goes, you can forget